In Chan Meditation, We Must Pass Through the Gate of Pain
We have come here to practice Chan, not to fritter time away A talk given during a Chan Session from January 1-8, 1982, The Hall of Ten Thousand Buddhas, The City of Ten Thousand Buddhas |
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Today is New Year's
Day, and I bid all of you a Happy New Year. This is, in fact, a worldly
sentiment and we who seek to realize world-transcending wisdom should
not dwell on such mundane habits. Nonetheless, we should recognize that
we are still part of this world, and if we leave the mundane world too
far behind, we'll also be leaving people too far behind. That's why I
invoked a bit of standard etiquette to give you all my greeting: Happy
New Year! I'd also like to recite a verse: The year 1982
is now close at hand; Since the New Year
brings happiness, we can all realize the state of "taking the bliss
of Chan as our food," and let our sustenance come from Chan meditation.
A person who is genuinely doing the work of Chan has forgotten whether
or not he has eaten. He has forgotten whether or not he got dressed. He
has forgotten whether or not he slept. When one investigates to the ultimate
point, he is no longer aware of heaven above, earth below, or people in
between. He has merged completely with empty space. He no longer has any
sense of self, others, living beings, or a life span. In this state he
fears neither the pain in his legs nor the ache in his back. No matter
what comes up, he uses the skill of patience to endure it. Since he has
no sense of self, others, living beings, or a life span, who remains to
feel pain? Once you pass through the gate of pain, you are no longer aware
of any pain. If you don't pass the gate, however, then the pain is still
there. If you pass through the gate, then not only does the pain stop,
but you also feel very carefree and happy. The Dharma-door of
Chan meditation has no rival in its wondrousness; one attains the state
of "taking Chan bliss for food, and being filled with the joy of
Dharma." This is the way Chan meditators in ages past could sit for
days on end without leaving their benches. Do you suppose their legs hurt?
Of course they hurt! But they were able to endure the pain; they could
tolerate what others found intolerable; they could endure what others
found unendurable. They had the strength and vigorous courage to only
advance and never retreat; this is how they succeeded in cultivation. Chan meditation requires
patience; patience is the basic capital of your enlightenment. For example,
when we go into business, we need some capital. Only then can our business
expand; only then can we hope to earn money. In Chan meditation, we must
make it through the gate of pain. Penetrating this gate comes first. Once
we're through, a brightly-lit road appears before us, and we travel on
it straight ahead to the state where we can "understand our mind
and see our nature." Before we pass through the gate, we are in a
state where "the mountains have ended, the rivers have vanished,
and we doubt there is a road ahead." But then once you pass the gate,
your state becomes like "another village appearing, there beyond
the bright flowers and shadowy willows." If I can't renounce
death, I'll never gain life. We must use this
kind of spirit in our investigation of Chan if we want to have any accomplishment.We
have to smash through the gate of trouble and difficulty before we can
attain another state of reality. This is why we must concentrate our minds
as we meditate. Please pay attention! We have come here to practice Chan,
not to fritter time away. Apply yourself to the investigation with genuine
determination and true forbearance. We know that nothing in the world
comes easily; how can you expect something in return for nothing? Only
fools think that way; only they dream such impractical dreams. The only
way to success is through your own efforts. We all bring forth our brand-new
aspirations at the New Year, hoping to get enlightened, perhaps. Let's
all make that our goal ahead, and not stop meditating until we actually
reach the enlightened state! |
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