A cultivator
should not do things which will cause losing of capital
by Venerable Master Hsuan Hua |
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"Don't
wait until old age to cultivate the Way. Inside the lonely graves, there
buried people of young age." Every one in this world is blown awry
by the karmic wind so that they cannot maintain the proper course. Sometimes,
they bring forth the mind for the Way and want to cultivate. Yet after
a little while, they become lax. In our entire life time, we alternate
between advancing and retreating. We may suddenly bring forth the mind
and want to cultivate, yet we may suddenly bring forth another mind and
don't want to cultivate. We want to strike it rich in one moment, and
in the next, we want to become a high official, and yet the next, a movie
star or a world celebrity. These kind of false thoughts are like the waves
in the ocean, countless and limitless. Even the most intelligent person
won't be able to tell you how many this kind of false thoughts he has
had in his whole life. We don't know how many false thoughts we have stricken
up in this life. No wonder we cannot remember that we have been driven
by our karma and undergone retribution in life after life in the past.
If we ask someone what did he do in previous lives, the answer will be,
"I don't know." We are the same in that we strike up false thoughts
during meditation but when asked what we have been false thinking about,
"I don't know," is the answer. Someone may have
been false thinking about stealing things. But if you ask him, "Why
do you want to steal from others?" He would say, "No, I don't."
One will deny it even when he's asked "Why do you want to kill people?"
right at the moment he is having this thought, "That guy treats me
like dirt, I like to kill him." Thoughts are invisible. Since he
cannot see his own thoughts and neither others, he thinks he doesn't have
to admit it. It is the same for both men and women. Men will be thinking
about women and women men. But if you ask them, "Why do you always
have this kind of improper thoughts?" They would say, "No, I
don't." People tend to be pretentious, putting up a serious and proper
front. You see how casual it is for people to tell lies? You don't know how
many false thoughts you have had in this life. This proves that you have
gone through countless births and deaths in the past and that you don't
know how many good deeds or bad deeds you have committed from life to
life. You don't know anything about what you have gone through in past
lives because you don't know how many false thoughts you have. All retributions
that we receive are results of our false thoughts. Whatever false thoughts
we strike up now will be the retribution we receive in the future. We
receive the fruit of our own creation. When we are confused
and have no understanding of things, we create karma. Giving rise to false
thoughts is being confused. We give rise to false thoughts and create
karma. Consequently, we receive retribution of such karma. When we receive
retribution, that is the time of suffering. Therefore, we should not be
so conceited and think that we are intelligent, the number one, and no
one is comparable to us. Of course we are incomparable, when we fall into
the hells, no one is comparable to us. Therefore, the forming,
dwelling, decaying, and void of the world; birth, aging, sickness, and
death of people; and production, staying, changing, and extinction of
things; are all creations of false thoughts. On a greater scale, the world;
on a smaller scale, a country; on a even smaller scale, a family, are
all results of false thoughts. Even our bodies and minds are created by
false thoughts. Our false thoughts are as profuse as dusts, limitless
and countless. The dusts which we can see flying and floating in the empty
space are countless, our false thoughts are the same in numbers. When we strike up
wholesome false thoughts, we help make up the proper energy of the world.
When we have evil false thoughts, we help the evil karma of the world
to increase day by day. Good false thoughts increase wholesome karma.
Neutral false thoughts create an ordinary world. Even in this very assembly,
people talk to each other of his and her ideas. All these are the manifestation
of false thoughts. Today, we get together here which is the result of
our past false thinking. All these people here and each has his or her
own false thinking. Let me tell you, your coming here is the result of
false thoughts I had in the past. I had false thought in the past that
one day I would leave the home-life to cultivate. I would have a Buddha
Hall, and in the Buddha Hall there would be Mr. Chang who's five feet,
three and a half inches tall, and Mr. Lee who's five feet, four inches
in height. There would be this many women and that many men investigating
Buddhadharma there. There would also be this many left-home people and
that many lay people, and this many old people and that many young people.
All these are the result of my past false thinking. I had these false
thoughts in the past, now the state has manifested in which all have gathered
together to investigate Buddhadharma. People are a very
strange creature, very strange indeed. If you tell them to be good, they
are always full of doubts. But if you tell them to be bad, they can learn
it in no time. Take, for example, the bus loads of people going to Las
Vegas every day. When they get there, they know how to gamble without
being taught. They don't need a teacher to know how to pull the slot machines.
They pull and hit the jack pot, a lot of money will drop from the machine.
And another pull may bring them nothing and they lose money. They don't
need to be taught. This is the world created by false thoughts. How we look and appear
are all results of our past false thoughts. If we look ugly that's because
we had ugly false thoughts in the past. If we are as handsome as heavenly
gods, that's also because we had false thought about nothing but heavenly
gods in the past. You might have thought, "I want to be reborn a
most beautiful human being and win the world beauty pageant and become
Miss Universe." If you actually won the title of Miss Universe, you
will feel very uncomfortable. You will be ill at ease whether you sit,
walk, or lie down. You will constantly be under some sort of restraint.
That's how people in the world deceive each other. Miss Universe always
wants to find the best mate in the world. If she cannot find him, she
will be extremely upset. And a handsome man desires a beautiful woman.
If he cannot find her after spending all his time and effort, he will
also be very upset. Therefore, this world is solely created by false thoughts
and that's why it has so much suffering. Each person has his or her own
set of misery. When a girl reaches
the age of eighteen, nineteen, or twenty and beyond, she starts to have
miseries. All day long, if she is not weeping she will be wailing. There
will be a lot of trouble. All sorts of problem will emerge. That's the
situation in the world. When one gives rise
to such a confused false thought, one becomes a muddled person. Living
the life as if drunk or in a dream is a very pathetic matter. It's said, "Be
cautious when one is in solitude, harbor only proper thoughts at all times.
Don't do things against one's conscience when one is in a dark room, then,
one feels no guilt when the roof leaks." Being in a dark room means
one is unseen by others. If one's roof leaks and one has engaged in discreditable
things, one will become scared. The ancient said, "If one has never
be deceptive when unseen, one will not have a guilty conscience when the
roof leaks." When one's roof leaks during a rain storm, one will
have no fear because one has never done anything against one's conscience.
It's also said, "If one does not do discreditable things, one fears
not to hear the door knocked at midnight." If one doesn't do bad
things, one will not be scared at all even if he is visited by ghosts.
This is easily understood. Why does one not be scared? It is because one's
conscience is free of guilt. Therefore, it is said, "Don't do things
against one's conscience when one is in a dark room, then one feels no
guilt when the roof leaks." It is very important that we uphold precepts.
We should not transgress the precepts against killing, stealing, sexual
misconduct, telling lies, and taking intoxicant. If we are able to observe
these five precepts at all times, then we are the true disciples of the
Buddha. Gods are not from
outside. They exist inside of your mind, they are spirits of the mind.
Buddhas are the Buddhas of the mind, and Bodhisattvas are the Bodhisattvas
of the mind. If you want to deceive others, you should turn around and
reflect upon yourself. Ask yourself if you are aware of it. If you do
and know that it is wrong, then that thought of awareness is divine. However,
people normally think that gods come from outside and they will not know
what they are up to. In fact, the altar of gods is right inside of your
mind. Gods, Bodhisattvas, and Buddhas know of each movement of your mind.
They are not apart from you. The only thing is that you don't believe
in them. If you do, you will understand. We must be true and not to be
deceptive in every thing we do and say. Having faith in the
Buddha means we should strike up our spirit and apply effort in studying
Buddhadharma and not to let the time pass in vain. Perhaps, we investigate
the profound meaning of the sutras, or recite the Buddha's name at all
times to the point that our minds are clearly mindful of "Amitabha
Buddha," or, perhaps, we bow repentance in reverence. We should repent
of our past karmic obstacles. If we can cultivate in accord with Buddhadharma
and don't waste time, that is not losing one's capital but making progress
instead. If you spend time in striking up false thoughts, this is losing
one's capital because you waste useful time and make it useless. Since
you have come to the City of Ten Thousand Buddhas, you should investigate
Buddhadharma and change your bad habits and faults. Base your cultivation
on the principle of cause and effect. As it is said, "Planting wholesome
seeds, one reaps good fruits; planting evil seeds, one reaps bad fruits."
We should at all times be very careful in our study of Buddhism. Some may false think
about having Immortal Lu's finger which can turn rocks into gold. By just
pointing at a mug made of either glass or clay, it will become a gold
mug. Having this finger is pretty nice, when will I be able to do that?
So they sit and wait for their fingers to possess that kind of power.
They wait until the end of their lives and still don't get that power.
This is also a foolish thought. Foolish thoughts will never come true
but people still want to have them. If you want to open
wisdom, just work on it. Do you want to become a Buddha? That's easy,
as long as you can cultivate in an earnest and honest manner. The most
important point is that you must follow rules. If you don't follow rules,
you won't become a Buddha even to the ends of future. Observing rules
is the shortest path to Buddhahood. If you don't observe rules, you will
never become a Buddha. Whoever does not follow rules should pay attention
to this. People who are already following rules don't have to listen to
this since you are already doing so. Those who don't should think about
this, "So, I will never become a Buddha if I do not follow rules."
By just neglecting rules a little bit, you will make great mistakes and
take a lot of time before you can become a Buddha. If you want to become
a Buddha, then you must cultivate. If you want to have a good harvest
of grains, you must work in the field. If you want to become rich, you
must do some business. If you want to own a skyscraper, you must build
it. If you like to have a Ph.D. title, you should study for it. If you
don't study for it, it will not become possible. By the same principle,
if you want to become a Buddha, you must cultivate it. If you don't cultivate
it, it will not become possible. There's no other clever or wonderful
means. If you don't believe what I say, try it out yourself. Our false thoughts
bring us all of a sudden up to the heavens and all of a sudden down to
the earth. We think of southern dynasty and the northern country, boy
friends and girls friends, father and mother, sons and daughters, and
sisters and brothers. We keep ourselves so busy from morning to night
that we don't even rest in our sleep. We strike up false thoughts even
in our dreams. We dream of our sisters, brothers, this and that, that
and this...all sorts of things. We have so much false thoughts that we
become confused and have no idea what things are all about. We cannot
put down our attachments. How is it that we have dreams? It is because
of our attachments. If we are free of attachments and dream like false
thoughts, we will not have dreams. It is only because of confused thoughts
that we have dreams. If you want to be
apart from deluded and dream-like thoughts, you should get rid of attachment.
When you have no attachment, you will not have dreams. Thus, it's said,
"The wise has no dreams." The wise ones are those who have no
false thoughts, and who are true and sagely. They are the living dead
who are different from common people. They are free of all attachments.
Being free of attachments and false thoughts, one will certify to the
fruition of Buddhahood. One must not do things
knowing that they are wrong, such as insisting in trying it out when one
knows it is violating the precepts. If one has this thought, "I just
want to do it and see if I actually transgress on the precepts."
This is being most foolish and having no wisdom. If you deny it and say
that, in fact, you do have wisdom but just got muddled in that particular
period of time. Well, gotten muddled in a period of time is just being
foolish and having no wisdom. One with great wisdom will have no deluded
thoughts. The Venerable Ananda said, "Extinguishing deluded thoughts
from past millions of eons, and needing not to pass through eons till
the Dharma body is gained." In here, millions of eons refers not
to one, two, three, or five eons, or even one hundred, or one thousand
eons. It refers to countless great eons. Why do we have so many false
thoughts? One thought disappears, another thought arises, when another
thought is gone, yet another thought follows right along. They follow
one another like the waves in the ocean. The waves in the great ocean
is just the false thoughts of living beings, and our false thoughts are
just the waves in the ocean. You may think the ocean is a lifeless thing.
However, it is not outside of living beings' minds. The waves in the ocean
never stop. Our false thoughts are just like the waves, one follows the
other. They are endless and they never cease from emerging, all compete
to get ahead. Why do we have false thoughts? It is because we have no
wisdom. If we have wisdom, the waves will disappear. It's said, "The
gentle breeze causes no ripples in the pond." When the waves in the
ocean disappear, it is just like a cultivator having obtained samadhi.
When the water of wisdom appears, all false thoughts are gone. At that
time, it is true stillness and genuine purity. Not a single dust mote
can be found and all worries are emptied. That is the state of having
great wisdom. One with great wisdom
will succeed in anything he does, while one without great wisdom will
often fail. Wisdom is the most wonderful thing. When one's wish is
not satisfied, one becomes afflicted. All kinds of false thoughts arise
when one gets afflicted. When false thoughts arise, one becomes emotional.
Consequently, one suffers in both the body and the mind. Food becomes
tasteless and one becomes sleepless. And one's mind is constantly undergoing
some type of struggle. As a result, all kinds of impure thought arise
and all kinds of improper conduct manifest. For this reason, one constantly
revolves in the wheel of birth and death. The longer one revolves in the
wheel of birth and death, the farther away one will be from one's self
nature. Thus, one falls into the bitter sea of suffering. In the sea of
suffering, one's original substance of self nature will seem to be lost
and cannot be found. The original substance of one's self nature is the
Way of truth and permanence. What does it like any way? Nothing. If you
can understand, you will attain to the Way. If you don't, you will fall
farther and farther every day. Should you be able to awaken to this principle,
your wisdom will manifest at all times. The originally pure and clean
substance, the wonderful and true nature, will appear. "When selfish
desires are cut off in its entirety, that is being a true field of blessing."
Selfish desires are the worst. When one has truly gotten rid of selfish
desires, one will have true blessing. All day long, if one is not greedy
for this, one will be thinking of that. Consequently, one's desires increase
every day. In this case, one has no blessing. When one is free of false
thoughts, does not contend, is not greedy, and has no desires what so
ever, that is having blessing. |
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